I never in my life been a people person. That just wasn't me! Even today I feel awkward around new people or even people in general. I love being by myself. I'm not antisocial, I just love being with me. I was always the quiet chick. It's terrible because my brother is the exact opposite; he has always been a people person, and I was always the girl people didn't like. But they fukked with me because I didn't mess with no one! I was just quiet girl and people get scared when they cant figure you out. Yet, at the same time I was truly Estelle's granddaughter cause I had no patience when you got on my nerves or if you came at my brother wrong. People knew I had the worst temper and that's why they say its always the quiet one's. When I did make friends it was for a lifetime. I can name all the best friends I ever had and I bet you they are still in my lives, and I bet you the fake ones is no where around me. Looks like ima have to make some more cuts cause people that I thought were my friends are now making me realize the true definition of friendship, and if you get offended then I am talking to you. On another note, no one has been a better friend that my home girl DeMara she has been the sister I never had. I can talk to her about anything and NEVER have to worry about the next person hearing it! From day one we clicked, she been ready to ride with me on everything! I never needed to find her cause since 2009 at Woodside high school she been down for me. I never have to question if she really my friend or not cause she the realist female I know. I wish she didn't delete her fb just so she could read this, but I'm letting the whole world know about my truest friend cause real has always recognized real; she ain't the ONLY real shortie I know but she the realist. Anything other than real can kick rocks cause real friends would NEVER put a niggah over her friend POINT BLANK. And I'm glad I only got a couple more weeks until school so I can make some more friends and this is why I think I am a writer.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
I have never been a people person
I never in my life been a people person. That just wasn't me! Even today I feel awkward around new people or even people in general. I love being by myself. I'm not antisocial, I just love being with me. I was always the quiet chick. It's terrible because my brother is the exact opposite; he has always been a people person, and I was always the girl people didn't like. But they fukked with me because I didn't mess with no one! I was just quiet girl and people get scared when they cant figure you out. Yet, at the same time I was truly Estelle's granddaughter cause I had no patience when you got on my nerves or if you came at my brother wrong. People knew I had the worst temper and that's why they say its always the quiet one's. When I did make friends it was for a lifetime. I can name all the best friends I ever had and I bet you they are still in my lives, and I bet you the fake ones is no where around me. Looks like ima have to make some more cuts cause people that I thought were my friends are now making me realize the true definition of friendship, and if you get offended then I am talking to you. On another note, no one has been a better friend that my home girl DeMara she has been the sister I never had. I can talk to her about anything and NEVER have to worry about the next person hearing it! From day one we clicked, she been ready to ride with me on everything! I never needed to find her cause since 2009 at Woodside high school she been down for me. I never have to question if she really my friend or not cause she the realist female I know. I wish she didn't delete her fb just so she could read this, but I'm letting the whole world know about my truest friend cause real has always recognized real; she ain't the ONLY real shortie I know but she the realist. Anything other than real can kick rocks cause real friends would NEVER put a niggah over her friend POINT BLANK. And I'm glad I only got a couple more weeks until school so I can make some more friends and this is why I think I am a writer.
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