Why is love so tricky…

Every time I got into a serious relationship I thought I was in love. I was only 8 when I had my first love his name was William Davis. He never wanted me. But I saw him everyday and we were cool. He taught me a lot and the day that I moved from New York he kissed me. It was my first kiss and I still remember him to this day. How he looked, where he lived and even that his birthday was on Christmas. I realized he wasn’t my first loved when I was 16 and I met my next first love. And year after year, I would find myself calling another person my first love. They say you will fall in love seven times before you are dead. Well how do we know when we found our soul mate? Or is there even such thing? Why is love such a tricky thing. We have found ways to cure rare diseases but no one can give a real definition of love. Does that mean we are to just forget about it? Forget the giddy feelings that we feel when we believe we are in love. I don’t know if its me being a Pisces or a hopeless romantic because love is something I can not give up on. I will always search for the answer and I will always try to make it work. and this is why I think I am a writer.