one more try

I could hear them

I couldn't’t see them

and I felt them

4 hands pumping at my heart

trying to get me to breath

I floated on top of them and watched

looking at my lifeless body as it lay on the table

the peace and serenity that was sketched on my face

I smiled

then I saw you sitting in the corner

with that look of hurt that I hated to see

we fought remember

in the car about an hour ago

and I thought you didn’t love me

but as I look at your face it seems like you do

this is what it took for you to show me you cared?

a bloody scene with millions of doctors

thousands of tubes

it enraged me

how dare you sit there and cry

when you barely act like you care from day to day

some how I remember what we fought about

you know

right before the crash

I thought you didn’t love me

so I swerved purposely

I wanted you to get it

I wanted you to feel the pain that you inflict upon me

do you get it?

I'm talking to you

but you cant hear me

I continue to watch the doctors as they work on my lifeless body

what the heck I’ll give this life thing

one more try.