What an u waiting for

Blurry visions of a man that I like

cute with the pretty eyes

I see him in my dreams

doesn’t even have to be when I sleep

I picture him when im walking down the street

basically when im doing anything

see he's always on my mind

my little king

I been crushin on him like a lil school girl

checking his facebook

wondering if he ever tweets of me

picturing us holding hands, kissing

the lil romantic things

even as I think about it now I smile

I cant help but to blush when im around him

damn he make me all mushy

and I HATE

cause I haven’t felt this way In a long time

sometimes I feel like my mind is playing tricks on me

because my heart will remember what he said

then my mind will say he's lying to me

what am I to do?

If there wasn’t room for potential

I wouldn’t be wasting my time

but is it mutual?

Here I go beating myself over the head for a man

gods marvelous creatures

who are so simple and yet so complex

I wanna know what your thinking

and I hate that you dont tell me

I hate that you talk to other girls

when you should be giving all yah time to me

I tell myself to be patient

you waited this long to meet him

you can wait more to have him

so tell me my patience are not in vain

when people see you

I want then to know my name

yeah thats Quin's man

or thats _____ girl

I know I over analyze things so that will forever be my downfall

I just want to know

what are you waiting for

sigh