These last couple of days my heart has been aching with love. I want to pour it out but as I look around I see no one worthy of it. IM not depressed, not unhappy, just looking for someone to love me. Funny, I always talk about how I want love and I want a relationship, God is so good that he puts certain things in your path to kind of intervene. I was listening to lose myself by Marsha Ambrosius, this time actually LISTENING to her words ahe says, "Couldn't tell me I was in love when I needed it
When, all I ever wanted was love. Should a told me I was worth receiving it But all I ever wanted was love" and something in me snapped. I am capable of loving anyone but too many times I have "loved" people only to be disappointed, only to wind up hating them when the day before we were just in love. I have realized that I was giving love and giving all of myself to my relationships but I wasn't receiving love. i was allowing myself to be drained yet who was loving Quintasha! It is selfish to say that no one loves me but until I tell myself that I am WORTHY of love lonely is how I will always feel. Although I do want a relationship and would like to fall in love, I realize that I need to date ME. I need to love on myself, and compliment myself so when it comes time to love the next person I can love them and I can recognize if they are returning the love. I will tell myself that I am worthy of love.. and this is why I think I am a writer!!
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Dating Quintasha
These last couple of days my heart has been aching with love. I want to pour it out but as I look around I see no one worthy of it. IM not depressed, not unhappy, just looking for someone to love me. Funny, I always talk about how I want love and I want a relationship, God is so good that he puts certain things in your path to kind of intervene. I was listening to lose myself by Marsha Ambrosius, this time actually LISTENING to her words ahe says, "Couldn't tell me I was in love when I needed it
When, all I ever wanted was love. Should a told me I was worth receiving it But all I ever wanted was love" and something in me snapped. I am capable of loving anyone but too many times I have "loved" people only to be disappointed, only to wind up hating them when the day before we were just in love. I have realized that I was giving love and giving all of myself to my relationships but I wasn't receiving love. i was allowing myself to be drained yet who was loving Quintasha! It is selfish to say that no one loves me but until I tell myself that I am WORTHY of love lonely is how I will always feel. Although I do want a relationship and would like to fall in love, I realize that I need to date ME. I need to love on myself, and compliment myself so when it comes time to love the next person I can love them and I can recognize if they are returning the love. I will tell myself that I am worthy of love.. and this is why I think I am a writer!!
When, all I ever wanted was love. Should a told me I was worth receiving it But all I ever wanted was love" and something in me snapped. I am capable of loving anyone but too many times I have "loved" people only to be disappointed, only to wind up hating them when the day before we were just in love. I have realized that I was giving love and giving all of myself to my relationships but I wasn't receiving love. i was allowing myself to be drained yet who was loving Quintasha! It is selfish to say that no one loves me but until I tell myself that I am WORTHY of love lonely is how I will always feel. Although I do want a relationship and would like to fall in love, I realize that I need to date ME. I need to love on myself, and compliment myself so when it comes time to love the next person I can love them and I can recognize if they are returning the love. I will tell myself that I am worthy of love.. and this is why I think I am a writer!!
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