I Wanted to Make You Happy

and I wanted to make you happy

compromised my mind to change

just to make you happy

compromised my wishing goals dreams and aspirations

to make you happy

to make you happy

happy happy happy

someone tell me what this word means

been lying to myself

walking by mirrors and cant recognize myself

I thought I screamed help

then I realized no one cared but me

as I looked around and saw no one coming to my rescue

but

I wanted to make you happy

compromised my soul

so that I can believe what you believed

wrote down what you liked so I could like it

repeated what you hated

so I could hate it too

all of this was for you boo

because I wanted to make you happy

happy happy happy

can someone PLEASE tell me what does that mean….