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sitting back writing in my diary

smile as bright as a sunshine n no shades

love poems

lyrics

optimism on love

laughing at the bitter people

i got mines

im in love

write mrs all over the bind

journal nearly full to the brim

of the soon to be's we have planned

remembering the petty arguments

then how mushy we got ten mins later

like it was nothing

which it wasnt

kause we had LOVE

the infamous four letter one syllable

word that everyone grew to fear

and ours was sweeter than a swisher

so where did the miscommunication come from

as i turn from bright signals

to blue windows

from i love yous to

bitch fuck you

and im still sittng her confused

wanting words of wisdom from friends that are not there

heart pounding as messages are deliver to my inbox and it aint never you

my heart hurts with thorns

and my soul bleeds with confusion

my brain becomming delusional

cause i wont let it sink it

nahhh

it aint true

and its said kause i kant even convince myself of that shit

damn

one time i wanna let down my guard

this is what it is ...

smh