Got this all wrong

When you look at me

my brain sends a signal to my heart

then my brain tells me I love you

the feeling travel all through out my nervous system

with every move I can feel it building up like an orgasm

and my lips is what will release it

as I tell you I love you too

but some where those signals

got lost on the way

some feelings were missed because

we are now on two different pages

and I sit back and let my mind put together the pieces

like a jigsaw puzzle

lets see

I remember when you said you loved me

and my body processed it nicely

as I remember I got all giddy and goose bumps formed on my arms

I shivered almost like you touched me from a distance

I blushed

I smiled

I got all warm inside

and fixed my lips to reciprocate the mushiness

yuups I said I love you too

so why am I so confused

why am I asking advise on you

on us

and people are telling me to take a different route

you said you don’t get me

well obviously there's some nerves missing with in me

cause when you said I love you

I thought you meant it

not you think you love me

or maybe but you just want to be sure

no

you said it with confidence

so when you told me you weren't in love

I froze

sat down

and I'm still sitting here

wondering what part of brain

got this all wrong…