I Am So Over Norfolk State University

I am so over Norfolk State University and I think it is really sad. Sad that such a great institution is mocked and ridiculed because of PEOPLE! It's not Nsu, the institution, that I'm sick of it is the people. The females I have to walk by and see everyday in this dorm. The weed smokers and dudes who try and holla at me when I walk out my dorm and the people who shun me and label me a hoe because of my dorm affiliation. It's too much because if it's not one thing its another! Its to the point where I hurry up and go to sleep to end these long drawn out days but in the morning I'm not in so much of a hurry to get back out onto the campus. I look around at my daily dose of ignorance and stupidity and I have to ask myself, these kids are grown? I feel like it's hard to defend my school when the negatives out weighs the positives. Yet, it seems like I have digged myself in a hole. I don't have the grades to transfer. So what do I do? I can't afford to give up on school because to give up on school is to give up on myself, and I am the only one I have to please right now. I try to remain optimistic yet again all the negatives is out weighing my positives. I feel like I'm in jail! I come to my room and stare at four walls, I don't want to go outside because I do not feel like dealing with ignorance and unnecessary drama. So I sit here. The more I sit the more I realize how depressing my life really is. How alone I really am, and how when shit fails so does your relationship with everyone around you. Well I was taught to always have a plan a and b and I do. So I wont complain! I will continue to do what I been doing, trying to reach the same goal I been had and live my life here the best way that I can. And this is why I think I am a writer!