Its Raining Fake Friends

I never thought so many people who I loved would turn their backs on me. Sometimes I feel like I am alone in a world full of people who do not care to acknowledge me. Even people who seemed to always be there are no longer there to help me when I fall. It hurts my feelings. I feel like I am on a mission to bettering myself as an individual and only a handful of people are supporting me. Yet, when I had no interest in changing my attitude or way of thinking they flocked to me. It's like people didn't like me because of my mouth but when I become a nicer person with more positive things to say they still don't like me. I guess misery really does love company because when I was low in life people were stuck to me like glue and now these same people are no where to be found when all I ever wanted was to share my wealth in knowledge with em, but I'm not tripping. Jesus had 13 men follow him around everyday and when it was all said in done they betrayed him and I ain't Jesus so I guess I'm not immune to fake friends. And this is why I think I am a writer.